Dear KDear K,This is my proclamation of intentI apologize in advance if it gets a little intenseHonestly I hope I cause you no offenseSincerely, the one who wants you the bestWhat happens when like turns to loveWhen feelings fit like a gloveWhen I thank god aboveEven when I just see your name on my phoneWhat happens when I can't hide any longerThat is so desperately long for herAnd for her I tried to be strongerThis situation I'm in really makes me ponderWhat happens when I decide to pursueBe official and come after youTell you straight up that my love is trueThat I'm so sick of you ever feeling blueWhat happens when I get sic
SparrowI know of a sparrow that fell in love with the seaWith it's sparkling beauty and calm tides everlastingShe flew and she flew, love and lust aboundingThough the sea never knew of the emotions around himThrough fair skies and sometimes inclement weatherThe hopeful sparrow stuck around like a tetherThe lesson to take, if any from thisIs that true love should never be missedLove is blind and love is also deafYet it still tastes sweet on your breathTake it, abuse it, and throw it awaySuch is the usual when ecoutered todayLove is unfair and confusing at timesBut be comforted in that theres an endless supplyBack to the sp
ConspiracyNothing sang or saidCould freeze the heat from these sparksSo freely you floatAvoiding my grasps at your heartI broke the rulesWhile you were content to play your partI guess we're better apartRemember waking upAnd realizing your not young anymoreThe accumulationsThat you really couldn't ignoreThe secret that startsAnd tries its best to keep you warmI guess i was never informedThere's no simple melody in the wholewideworldThat can tell you why you shouldbemygirlThat's as flawlessasyouareBut I'm gonna tryEverybody knowsthat no one knows a single thingunder a lock and keyfrom pleasure to pain and back it swings
Memories Above AllMemories are just folded sheetsAn empty bed I don't understandI never expected to follow my planThis broken records on repeatI'll ask about your other friendsYou'll tell me to go back to bedThrough the pounds that I might shedI hope we can make amendsWrite me down a verse or threeA beating heart I'll never holdEven though I stand so boldLove is just a melodyTell me what you're thinking aboutGone like the birds is your attentionYou cast me in infinite suspensionIn my dreams you silently shoutI'll ask about your other friendsYou'll tell me to go back to bedThrough the pounds that I might shedI hope we can make amendsFal
Mind powerWhat's a mind without sanityA good deed without gratuityNothing living without doubtNot lost but wandering aboutWhat's progress without recognitionLove without absolutionDon't read if you can't weepWake me up when your completeWhat's confidence without faithThoughts that aren't safeTell me a lie if your strongLive a life you can call longFabricated fantasies take your mind awayWhile surrogated sociopaths fade your vision to greyTotalitarian terrors make or break yourMotionAnd Bellied believers are best for concealing emotionA Stones throw from the brinkJust a habit to mix a drinkFull of dreams and things to rememberVoi
The Next LifeHe wants what he can't haveshe said to him we'll meet again in the next lifeShe's on the cloudsHe's down beneathshe said to him we'll meet again in the next lifeIn his graspJust slipped awayshe said to him we'll meet again in the next lifeSecret destroyerSo far awayshe said to him we'll meet again in the next lifeThis is what you wanted Hits close to homeHe tried to stop itnowhere left to gowere it platonic maybe he'd feel okFar from musicalBeats against his 12 barsShe said maybe it's time to move on move onBeat upAnd broken downShe said maybe it's time to move on move onHis voice is silentRun
SarahWhat a story that we could have toldA revolution that would have rocked the worldBut the sun cycled through and nothing changedYou stomped out the flame before it could catch the world on fireYou told all your friends it was nothing but a minor thingWhat else could I have done?She pressed my lips and said this won't last longI told her she tasted like summer and the difference between right and wrongThen she put on her shoes and walked outI found a moral in the short piece we wroteSimply my best wasn't good enoughI tried to simplify the baroqueBut it left me with me, not usNot the right time, nor the right placeThe
HillsideThe sun is setting, the bells are ringingHave I aged too fast?The seconds are ticking, their footprings are vibratingShould I hold my ground?I've been blind for so long nowFollowing your pathIts dead and overgrownTell me what this chase is all aboutI'll ask you just one time so I'm sureYou answered with all your grandieur and allureI'm yours baby, I'm yoursIf you can find meI'm hidden in plain sightI'd love to hear your pleaJust tell me, tell meWhat you want from meTell me, tell meOnly I can set you freeDon't look down, or to either sideStraight ahead is safeMy bones can feel it, my soul can see itThe
HiddenWhere you hiding my love, my girlI want you now more than I ever haveI'll find you out there one day, my pearlGotta whole lot of time to make up forSo where do you run, where do you hideYou left me here, left me behindI'm just a shell, just one lost soulI kinda need the other half to my wholeDon't speak just yetEnjoy the moment with meEven gods stop to stareWe all make regretsYou just need beliefI'm stuck in this damn snareSo where do you run, where do you hideDoin nothing here but wasting timeI'm just a man, just one loopholeI kinda need the other half to my whole
Here's What It Is (Pt. II)Dry a non-existent tear, it's not so bleakI'm not so meek, you're not so weakI'm searching, crawling, prowlingthrough thickets, foliage, darknessIt eludesEver transparent, ever undeniableI huntan instinctA final strawOver and over it breaks the backNever letting me forget what I lackIt searsBubbles and burns, but I persistTenacity controls, so much more than coexistsAnd I find myself so tiredBut so it goes until the sun risesCan I help the way that I'm hardwiredTo cut all my tiesConclusions drawn, easy to read as a bookIt's not you, nor has it ever beenAll fingers point back to me, just lookOpen your
Here's What It Could Be (Pt. I)IntroBelow you'll find a three piece poem. It contains as many as my thoughts as I could put down comfortably, which does not mean its as many thoughts as I'd like to put down and expose. I feel that when light is shed on things it's much easier to see and thus understand what you're looking at. Which I find myself having trouble with often, for better or worse. I hope this clears up some of those things for me. In just digging through subconscious thoughts and uncovering musings and realizations associated with writing this, I already feel different. Not elated or enlightened necessarily, but different. And although different is not always
No SolaceNo change, no solaceI can't be freeNot when these chains are holding me in placeI can only dreamAnd awake to a losing raceI just want to forgetAnd let go of your ghost and your faceOh, I can't even look at youwithout free-falling right throughyour smile and into your eyes blueThere's just one place I want to go toIt's right to you, but I can'tHad hope, lost faithI don't know who I amAnd I'm happy to sit back and waitBut its hard to knowAre you mine or did you forget our dateIt's turmoilI'm back to remembering your traitsOh, I can't even look at youwithout free-falling right throughyour smile and your
chaptersA smile is just an easy way to sayAfter the sun sets ill still be hereFrom hell to heaven and on the wayWe discovered a perfect mediumI'm trying to say I'm a little insanecards lost when I showed you my handI'm glad that you try to rehabilitateBut I'm a lost cause with feet above my headTell me straight, do I make your heart beat fasterThe speed of light when I hear your sweet laughterI don't care if I'm in for a beautiful disasterThis is my book and I'm in love with your chapterI know we're looking at the same moonIt's as big as your impact on meIm trying to get you to whistle my tuneSo I know I'm stuck in your
DeteorationSlow poisonSlips me a kissNo arguing I'm bad at thisI want it deeplyI Want your blissBad timingGot me hookedYou're stealing heartsGive me back what you tookIts not fairWhat you can do with a lookTear me down slowly, breath by breathbuild me up falsely, touch by touchI do it for youIs this what you wantI change for youIs that who you wantI'm the same for youIs this who you need
Stay or LeaveWhy's it always so much betterBetter when we're togetherNo one can weather a stormLike the two of usWhy you always making me smileSmiling at your arrivalNot much can beat our timesIts just what we haveBut unless you let me call you my girlI can't stayDon't tell me your not my whole worldWhy am I wanting what I can't haveHaving a lost better halfNo one can make me feelHigh and low like youWho's counting the times you laughLaughing, kissing, arts and craftsTwo minds connectingjinx me nowBut unless you let me call you my girlI can't stayDon't tell me your not my whole worldAnd push my awayWe're not i
Lost SmilesI want to see you happya drop of pain in big eyesas I'm lost at seamakes it easy to see past your disguisemakes it hard to see the sunwhen you let clouds shadowas I search for morea hand to pull you out of the undertowlove should make you feel goodyour life would shine, it couldI don't need to lead you therethough I'd like nothing more, I swearI promise you, there's lightafter the dark, just out of sightI can't help that I'm quietbut I'll be deafening for your smileI can respect rulesfrom the reason sad is in styleI wish you could seethe picture I'm painting for youit's different and brightso much eff
LostI'm lost in the worldIn the woods of your heartIn the path where we startedI'm a prisoner in your worldI fear I've dug myself a holeWith only windows to your soulI keep repeating that this isn't hellIt's heaven and we both need thisBut when I open my mouth, wellI choke on my feelings and missBefore I stand tall and try to walkI'm afraid that I'll fallBefore I take your hand and talkI want to know I have it allI'm lost in these pagesParagraphs I was never meant to readDo you believe that you're all I needI'm a prisoner inside this cageI beat against it faster when eyes meetI fear you don't know you're so c
Died for YouThe suns up againwhere have you beensaw it set and riseboth of our eyesYou should know by nownothings as it seemsI can tell you howlife comes to dreamshands never get soreholding you more and moreblankets sealing in the heatkeeping hearts completeYou should know by nownothings as it seemsI can tell you how life comes to dreamsWalls come tumbling downfingers entangled aroundjust for a few hourstouch sweet as flowersI can only hope and praythat you'll see one dayjust how I fell for youfell and died for youYou should know by nownothings as it seemsI can tell you how life comes to dreams
RealityOne at a time, now twonow more than I can countmore than I can handleclouds so hugetoo big the amountto my amphitheater, a candleI need more than what you can givebut give please, progress in stepswhether forward or the otherI need another breath to liveunderstanding in stepsteach me like a brotherMaybe I'm losing my mind, just a littleWho's to say or to tellWho's to tell me whether this is heaven or hellI just know that I know not a thing at allThat what I had left left through the window on the wallAnd so I've learned,Reality can be a cold truthOr an endless blanketingThat blacks out your views and pe
MoonTell the one that shares the view of the moon with youthat sunsets don't bring darkness, but the smooth fade of lightwondering eyes, wandering while stars hover just out of reachas night gently passes through
Defeatedyou disregard the signsthe emotions and the wordsblow past the fine linebetween here and too far.so why do I think its timedoesn't the door look so appealingamended never by word or rhymeboth a problem and a solution.no matter how many pictureswith a torn edge down the middlesmeared ink that this page endureddoesn't change things stillfist sized holes, because I'm immature,in the wall that never happened.does it make me an entrepreneurbecause I give out sadness?Never Mr right only wrongwhat to do, what to dojust take a deep breathe and move onis the small hand on the twelve yet?because the lighter hours
Baby, I'm done.God willing, this is the last letter I ever write youI'm finally able to see and decide what to doAnd all I can say is that it's nice not being a shade of blueNo clouds, no rain, baby I'm over youI've made my peace, it's a bittersweet truthI'm walking a road now that's so paved and smoothI dare someone to ask me to prove itCause baby I'm over youNo one could make a storm like you couldNot a hurricane or landslide like you wouldNo inhibitions or shame in your vices like you shouldBut that's all ok, cause baby I'm over you
SmileThere's that ray of sunshinethat I haven't seen in so longThere's that sparkle in her eyethat makes my mind melt every timeIt makes me want to write a million linesand whisper them all to youIt makes me want to pour you a full glass of wineand know what makes youI can stutter and fake being smartbut I've got to make you knowI have a strong heartand I can carry immense amounts of loveI can try to impress and make a foolbut I've got to make you knowI'd be a gentleman for youI'd be your bed-in-breakfast conissuerThere's that parting of cloudsthat butterfly that rocks the best of usThere's the feeling that no o
Old Spider WebsSpin me a web brotherA sign to move or to stayOne sunrise after anotherIt's hard to believe that we've come all this wayIt's all I can do to resist this stutterbut I feel this road curves to some otherTell me a story, loveA tale of new beginningsor old endings far above usI'll roll the dice and know our fate while they're still spinningYou lose some, and there's some you winWe can keep this going, just tell me whenRocks to sandBitter to blandMinutes to hours, mist to showersChange is life, life is strangeSmiles to shoutsAssurance to doubtUnstable to sane, blindness to blameLife is change, change is a shar
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